"The February Pause" by Maggie Grace Canavan: February 2026 Runner Up
- Mar 1
- 1 min read
The iron-scent of mid-February air always felt like a warning. I was knee-deep in my mom’s desk drawer, hunting for my passport, when the guilt finally tapped me on the shoulder. I should have asked. Technically, I wasn’t snooping—I was "preparing"—but let’s hit the pause button for a second.
You’re probably wondering why I was digging for travel documents in the first place. Two months ago, my parents sat me down at the kitchen table, their faces as stiff as the winter frost.
"We’re moving," they said.
"Where?" I demanded.
"Thirty minutes away. Into an apartment."
"Why?"
My mom took a shaky breath. "Your dad was laid off a few weeks ago, Maggie. We have to downsize."
Unpause. That brings us back to the drawer.
"Oh my gosh," I whispered, the paper trembling in my hand.
Pause again. What did I find? Not my passport. I found the termination letter. My dad didn't get laid off because of "budget cuts." He got fired. The real reason for our upheaval was staring at me in black and white.
Unpause. I stumbled outside, the freezing air stinging my lungs. I needed to breathe, but the cold made it feel like I was inhaling glass. I walked straight up to my dad, the secret burning a hole in my mind.
"Dad," I said, my voice steadier than I felt. "I know the real reason we’re moving."
He looked at me, the facade finally cracking. "We are so sorry, sweetie," he whispered, pulling me into a hug that smelled like woodsmoke and regret. "But at least we’re going through this together."
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